When prayers are misinterpreted!!!!

Dint sleep yesterday as well….well before all of u jump to conclusions, I dint sleep…not because I couldn’t, sleep did knock my door yesterday but only I was too busy writing my thesis to sleep…some last minute work….otherwise, there is no satisfaction of having done something well….at least for me…

Belief in God is a good idea…well am a staunch believer myself…but next time you say your prayers make sure you say it right, I mean clear. So for all you people who pray, take care the next time you venture to say a prayer.

What happened then is your question, right? Well, here you go:
I do have my own wishes about my PRINCE, and guess what GOD was kind enough to bless me with a PRINCE but not just a PRINCE but He went one step ahead to give me PRINCE2: which is Project Management IN Controlled Environment- version 2, in short is a Project Management Methodology and thus my Thesis topic!!!…..sigh….Well this is what could you could end up with if your prayers are misinterpreted…

Some parallelisms could be drawn…however thick or thin. Well this PRINCE stole my sleep as well; least out of love forget it….but out of anxiety and worry. He (PRINCE2) gave me stress, loads of running around….starting from the book hunt, went Twice to Bremen and only the second time got lucky to get hold of the book, Tried in Uni Lüneburg, in FH Hannover, amazon, e-bay, book shops where not..got me around 4 weeks to find a book. It felt like success just to have reached the book…finally

Phew... my PRINCE (2- mm idhukku yellam onnum koraichal illai), courtesy Prof.Mundt, beat a lot out of me, my sleep, my peace of mind and…..well it changed my life style….past one month, just imagine got hold of the book on the 9th of jan and today the 14th of feb is already my schedule for my first draft submission for my Thesis report (could my v’day get any better…am sure my report will make a good v’day gift to my prof, padichittu avar yenna aappu vekka poraro). Trust me, it was maad rush….had to bring out the discipline…cut out on my pass times……to the extent that I was waiting to write this blog….now for weeks...and doing it finally after I have submitted my draft in the morning today, well I am dying to resume on all my fav activities. However one worse affect was the anxiety and stress it caused….dint lemme sleep for days….and then the occasional long trips from Hannover to Emden..phew..I could say: Moribund with Thesis!!!

Well this is not it!!! My Prof now gets to go through and correct my work…..if any changes need to be made…I am sure there are many of them….i donno…Kinda scared…one part is liberally copied from one source….still remember what Javed told me yesterday when he met me online: Copie adichu yeludhinaa dhaan adhu Master Thesis appadi illenaa adhukku peru PhD (it is Master thesis only if one copies from a source if otherwise it would be called a Ph.D)….sigh, not enough if only Javed knows the Truth, hes got to share his genius, some day…otherwise such a loss to the society..right???

In the worst case, if it doesn’t please him (prof)…it could be a lot of trouble..well lemme see, I ve given my best…and still final submission and my defence to go..then the happiest part “I graduate” and I live happily ever after, but If (there is a Clause to it) everything goes well….

Sooo wish me good luck….Pray for me…but please….god’s sake…be clear!!!